I HAVE A STORY TO TELL AND THIS IS HOW IT GOES.
THIS STORY HAS MANY UPS AND DOWN AND TWISTS AND TURNS BUT WE’LL SEE
HOW IT FLOWS.
I DREAMT THAT I AWOKE FROM A DRUNK CURLED UP AT THE BOTTOM OF A WELL.
I WAS WET OF SWEAT AND BURNING HOT, AS IF I’D RAN THROUGH HELL.
I FELT AROUND AND FOUND A BIG BOOK.
I OPENED THE FRONT COVER TO HAVE A LOOK.
IN THE TABLE OF CONTENTS IT HAD A HEADING THAT READ “CURRENT LIFE
RELATIONS” AND THE NEXT HEADING READ “PAST LIFE INCARNATIONS”.
I TOOK A DEEP BREATH AND MY HEAD BEGAN TO SWOON.
I MADE MYSELF COMFORTABLE AND READ UNTIL NOON.
THIS WAS NOT A PROJECT I’D BE THROUGH WITH SOON.
I REALIZED FROM CLOSE REVIEW THAT THERE WERE MISTAKES THAT I’D MADE NUMEROUS
TIMES.
THERE WERE REPETITIVE BEHAVIORS, TENDENCIES AND DESTRUCTIVE PATTERNS OF VARIOUS KINDS.
UNDER SCRUTINY I REALIZED MY FLAWS.
EVERY ACT OF SUFFERING HAD THE SAME CAUSE.
AS I WENT FURTHER FROM MY HIGHER SELF I HAD TO BE BROUGHT BACK,
HENCE THE SUFFERING......IT WAS NOT A CRUEL ACT.
NATURAL LAW WILL NOT LET US ALONE....,
UNTIL WE OF OUR OWN ACCORD COME BACK HOME.
I’M TIRED OF BEING BEATEN AND CHOKED BY THE NECK.....
FOR VIOLATIONS OF COSMIC LAWS THAT I HAVE BROUGHT INTO EFFECT.
I HAVE FINALLY SURRENDERED TO MY HIGHER SELF.
I WILL BE ITS SLAVE UNTIL THERE'S NO PAIN LEFT.
PLEASE HEAR MY PRAYER, I”M AS SINCERE AS CAN BE.
I VOW TO REMAIN YOUR HUMBLE SERVANT FOREVER, NO MATTER HAPPENS TO
ME.
I AM
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